I went out shopping day before yesterday, and ended up in a bookshop for several hours, read ing every book there. Yep, I did it, just the cover though. ;) . I bought a few novels. One of that is 24 Declassified – Vanishing Point by Marc Cerasini. I didn’t know about the novel before, but it’s a series of books based on the TV show 24, the hit FOX series. Eight books already in the stores and the author is busy writing more. Damn! That's the fourth book in the series, the first one is Operation Hell Gate.I came home with something else, which I haven’t bought in a very long time; a 500 piece jigsaw puzzle. Actually, I wanted to buy a 1000 piece puzzle, but the finished-size of that is so big that it won’t fit on my table. I started working on it that night, and finished in 30 minutes. Wow, can I really do that! Nope. I sat at my table constructing this interesting and colourful thing and it took me almost 3 hours to complete the outline alone. The pieces are very small , and the picture itself is complicated. I still haven’t finished it because I got busy with some personal stuff today and I won’t be able to touch it for the next 2 days. Now that I’m here talking to you guys, that’s alright. :) . I love doing it, you know, because it represents re-creating life to me. No wonder why it intrigued me to write this article.
Anyway, what I’m trying to say is that life itself is not different from a jigsaw puzzle, except that we don’t see the clear picture of how the finished-piece would look like. Every day we move several pieces of this enormous puzzle; conscious or subconscious, every thought, every decision and we breath we take is all about solving it. It’s so intricate and obscure. Things we do, that may seem insignificant to us, would have an effect on this jigsaw.
When you are constructing a puzzle, you would misplace pieces and it might seem perfect there then. But, as you go along, you’d realize the mistakes and you definitely have the chance to change it accordingly. Is it the same in life? Why not? You misplaced a piece today, yesterday, or 10 years back, you could always change it and move it to where it belongs. Some of your actions in the past that you believed as the right thing then, might not be worth that much now. As time goes, you’d get better understanding of it and you would figure out things that need to be changed. Even if it is a piece that seemed right for 10 years, isn’t it? Then why should we regret some things, if not all, in the past?
Embrace and appreciate everything you have done, everything that has happened in your life. Most of the time, we live it up so fast, without taking time to appreciate. Some of us are too busy with work or studies, jumping on the staircase of life. For a second, stand still, turn around and grasp the picture you created. Acknowledge it and don’t forget to criticise. You’d see a lot of boo-boos; nobody is perfect.
Don’t sit back and cry, put an effort to reconstruct it. You picture doesn’t have to look beautiful to others, though mine, yours and everyone else's pictures are connected to it somehow. It doesn’t mean that you have to totally sacrifice the happiness and beauty of your life others. It's just me thinking out loud. Maybe it'll be good for you to think about it this as well and I always welcome criticism. Good luck with your zillion piece puzzle. :)
I would be unavailable for about a day or two at the most. You guys have a great time here; I’d be back soon... Cheers!!
Hammett
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